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Monday, April 03, 2006
what's the aim of living? is there even one? why is it that people fear death so much? is there a need to struggle to survive? to relive that moment of rejection, sadness, stress... perhaps... there are of course, times when we are happy, but that period never lasts forever. it will eventually fall into a moment of depression, sadness.
and why are there so much restrictions in life? what ever happened to- live life to the fullest? such rubish they speak. if that was true. i wouldn't even be typing this post in the first place.
my life is crashing down on me. it's all invisible. but i know. out there... something is wrong. people these days are so fake. i hate it. but. anyway... seriously... why do you think god even decided to make this earth/human thing? to what? make the africans starve? watch our loved ones die? bring about war ? have people suffer terrifying diseases?
but in the end... this could all just be a game. we could be victims of aliens playing their version of "Sims". hey. you may never know. ....
there are many questions in life. too many that not all can be answered. even questions that the smartest or the most knowledgable being in this universe could not answer.
what is this love people speak of? it's just as fake as any other thing. what is the aim in love? to what? have a partner who will keep you company for the rest of your life? does it even last for the whole life. there are often two parties. the male and the female. what if one suddenly changes their mind after a relationship? leaving the other heartbroken. there. another down side of living. yes. there is love that can last forever. but it can never be perfect. no one can love without worrying about whether there is a third party, or, perhaps, more? and there are always problems that you encounter during this so called love. some people love for the sake of loving. why is this so? that. i do not know. for i, am not fit for this topic. i myself, dont know how to love. rejection has overcome me. fear, exists.
and why is it, that we have education. often asking this to our parents, we get the same responses-- it is for the benefit of your future. - what future??? work? business? those, we do for money. so why do people say money is not important? does this mean education isn't important?
and there are no richer or smarter. those people are just born luckier than others.
lets think now... god put the very first few beings on earth with just nothing but natural resources. and now look what we have turned this place into. havock i tell you. this was never supposed to happen. people weren't meant to be materialistic, snobbish, whatever. we were all supposed to be living in a peaceful world.
mess.
i have come to a conclusion. do not fear death, for death... is good.
♥
Monday, April 03, 2006
what's the aim of living? is there even one? why is it that people fear death so much? is there a need to struggle to survive? to relive that moment of rejection, sadness, stress... perhaps... there are of course, times when we are happy, but that period never lasts forever. it will eventually fall into a moment of depression, sadness.
and why are there so much restrictions in life? what ever happened to- live life to the fullest? such rubish they speak. if that was true. i wouldn't even be typing this post in the first place.
my life is crashing down on me. it's all invisible. but i know. out there... something is wrong. people these days are so fake. i hate it. but. anyway... seriously... why do you think god even decided to make this earth/human thing? to what? make the africans starve? watch our loved ones die? bring about war ? have people suffer terrifying diseases?
but in the end... this could all just be a game. we could be victims of aliens playing their version of "Sims". hey. you may never know. ....
there are many questions in life. too many that not all can be answered. even questions that the smartest or the most knowledgable being in this universe could not answer.
what is this love people speak of? it's just as fake as any other thing. what is the aim in love? to what? have a partner who will keep you company for the rest of your life? does it even last for the whole life. there are often two parties. the male and the female. what if one suddenly changes their mind after a relationship? leaving the other heartbroken. there. another down side of living. yes. there is love that can last forever. but it can never be perfect. no one can love without worrying about whether there is a third party, or, perhaps, more? and there are always problems that you encounter during this so called love. some people love for the sake of loving. why is this so? that. i do not know. for i, am not fit for this topic. i myself, dont know how to love. rejection has overcome me. fear, exists.
and why is it, that we have education. often asking this to our parents, we get the same responses-- it is for the benefit of your future. - what future??? work? business? those, we do for money. so why do people say money is not important? does this mean education isn't important?
and there are no richer or smarter. those people are just born luckier than others.
lets think now... god put the very first few beings on earth with just nothing but natural resources. and now look what we have turned this place into. havock i tell you. this was never supposed to happen. people weren't meant to be materialistic, snobbish, whatever. we were all supposed to be living in a peaceful world.
mess.
i have come to a conclusion. do not fear death, for death... is good.
